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A Loving god :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 103 14 Love is Worth Defending :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 87 10 Dream of Unreserved Contact :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 96 13 Untitled Monk 2009 :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 33 7 Obeisance for those who will Never Hold :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 64 15 I Have No One :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 50 7 Devotion VI (Obsolete Progress Photo) :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 85 15 A Haunting Nostalgia for Something that Never Was :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 42 3 Unreclaimable Innocence :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 52 3 Devotion VII - Love is Lost :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 524 51 Ascending the Nothing :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 50 4 Emily and the Well of Sadness :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 92 14 Marcabru Martyr :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 45 4 Kyle Kills the Hippie Shit :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 36 15 I Don't Want to be Me II :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 105 18 Devotion VI :iconbengoodspeed:BenGoodspeed 102 26


- by BenGoodspeed

Forgive nothing, for nothingness is heaven, not your enemy.
Forgive nothing, for forgiveness is only the abandonment of justice, and justice is the fundamental equality of all living creatures. …however;
Forgive equality, for so many creatures really are fundamentally inferior……

- by BenGoodspeed- by BenGoodspeed- by BenGoodspeed

The Circadian dwells on devotion.

Society detests purity, in irrational, projected self-disgust. Purity is nothingness, and society must destroy nothingness.
A fitting punishment for the crime of compassion is the dehumanization of the devoted, and a destruction of their gift for the addition to an ego.
Society – a society so extreme, that insecure adherence to a false image of nature is now the norm indeed, while honest nature is extreme.
self-honesty is brainwashing only to a brainwashed society, created in the image of The Lord your God: Television.
Insecure and loud, yet without a voice of it's own.

The fear-induced abandonment of sentimentality, traded for an ego-based mindframe is the basis for whore society.

- by BenGoodspeed- by BenGoodspeed

The Circadian dwells on conformity.

You never had an inner voice of authority, so you moved wherever the mental wind from society blew you, steeped in conformity from the day you were born.
You are a scared, inadequate, VULNERABLE child inside. You know this, and this is exactly why you put on the mask of stoicism, a numbed mind, a lack of concern.
A tough and jaded exterior. And this exterior reveals your interior.

Sentiment traded for ego, yet your jaded indiscretions still only reveal your childlike need to feel loved, still further, the weak dependence that plagues you..
That, you project onto the strong. And in your mind all your faults become theirs.

The opposite of this homogeneity is Circadian. The Circadian never lets the world think it's thoughts for itself in the authority of conformity. The Circadian is obstinate, because the Circadian is aware it has it's own authority, being a living entity itself. And all life may directly access the Akashic Records under the authority of it's own existence, as life, sentient. Until then, all thought is merely a mirror of a mirror with the vacant schizophrenia inbetween -- producing chaos, yet existing nowhere at all.

- by BenGoodspeed- by BenGoodspeed

the world is nothing but somethings, or rather; something but nothing. And something-ness is a bleak and barren wasteland.

All the symbols in the world will never make an end, they will never truly mean anything. And so..

The Circadian dwells on nothing.

The Circadian dwells on nothingness. And nothingness is a part of no something. And nothingness is fullness, and fullness is the opposite of a lack. And the opposite of a lack is what everyone has longed for, their entire life.......

- by BenGoodspeed




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ClairObscur16 Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
 Have a nice day, my dear knight-monk- friend!    :pills:
Queen-Arisen Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
Happy Birthday!Birthday cake  icon 
SophieDereal Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
happy birthday, Ben!TNT cake with candles 50x50 icon 

i love your universe!
BenGoodspeed Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
sorrry so late but thanks so much n_n
seelengrau Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016


Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday Dear Ben
Happy Birthday to You

Wolfs rain howl Wolfs rain howl Wolfs rain howl 
have a beautiful day
all the best wishes!!

seelengrau Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016
you are a master of emotions ... incredible
BenGoodspeed Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2016
thank you so much for all the support i really appreciate it I really do..
seelengrau Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2016
my pleasure! (:
TrilobiteCannibal Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I love your art :D
BenGoodspeed Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2016
hahah thanks so much!!
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